And sometimes it just hits me, out of nowhere.
All of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me
and I get discouraged and I get upset,
and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt, really hurt.
And once again, I become numb to the world.

She's the girl he always wanted, she's the girl I always tried to be.

I'm here to laugh, love, fuck and drink liquor
and help the damn revolution come quicker.

The end of paralysis, I was a statuette
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
And when I press the keys it all gets reversed
The sound of loneliness makes me happier

Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat, melancholy and cool, kind of bittersweet love on repeat.

I WANT US TO BE IMPOSSIBLE YOU KNOW? KINDA LIKE ROMEO & JULIET, A CACTUS & BALLON. THERES NO WAY THEY COULD EVER BE TOGETHER BUT YOU KNOW IN THE END. THEY'LL BE TOGETHER.

Make decisions, make mistakes and if you fall,
you fell because you tried.

WE BECOME THE THiNGS WE DO.

love is                           patient
love is kind. it                  does not envy,
it does not boast, it              is not proud. it is not
rude, it is not self-seeking,         it is not easily angered, it
keeps no records of wrong.       love does not deliqht in evil
but rejoices with the  truth. it     always protects, always trust,
always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails.when
i was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
reasoned like a child. when i became a man , i put
childish ways behind me . now we see but a
poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
see face to face. now i know in part;
then i shall know fully, even as i am
fully known . and now these
three remain; faith, hope
and love . but the
greatest of
these is
love .

stop falling,
you have enough bruises
on that poor heart of yours.

So that's it. I'm shutting my doors, and I'm putting my walls back up. I'm closing my curtains And removing the welcome mat. I'm blocking everyone out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something.

now open up wide, fist first down your throat
where no beauty lies, and rip out what should've been mine

Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

as soon as he spoke to me,
I felt I had known him all my life
and it frightened me.
This was the person I was meant to love.
From that moment to this,
I have never been the same.

I'm not anything special.
I'm still mad after counting to ten backwards,
& I hate wearing Jeans. I read more than I should
& I know way too many big words.
& when I see you I stumble, trip & fall.
but, it doesn't matter.
My stupidity becomes genius.
& My imperfections, become perfect

I can't explain what I'm going through,
but I would turn away the world tonight just so that I could be with you.

 

 

 

You look so pretty, digging your grave
 
You look so pretty, what's left to save?

My lips they tremble from this silence
 
But I'd rather chew on razor blades
 
Then speak the words I want to say

I can tell by your tears you're going to remember it all.

Look up at the stars and you're gone. Not your luggage. Nothing matters. Not your bad breath. The windows are dark outside and the horns are blaring around you. The headlights are flashing high and low and high in your face, and you will never have to work again. You will never have to get another haircut.

"It was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life." -- The perks of being a wallflower

I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth

i’m just trying to figure out
why I’m not pointing this gun at your head.

she sang the blues
out of time and out of tune
spoke no silver spoon
only simple truths
she was a friend, stabbed backs and broke plans
she would give you his coat
or put nails through his hand

won't you walk with me to the park up the road?
i told you that i'd be right back
you said that "i'll be the judge of that"
'cause see boys they have a tendency
of running as fast as they can. i don't know why

i never ex-out our conversations anymore;
even if we are in dead silence.

Don't worry about me, my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself
because as far as I can see...
you're still an asshole.

I finally realized..
your a waste of time

Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces will break away. Sometimes life is like that. It tosses us down a hill. But when we reach the bottom and only the important things are left , that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, while hope stirs inside us. Its all a matter of perspective.

the sweet asphyxiation & dismemberment.
sex puts me in the mood to make you die.
obsessive hands gently grab your neck.
look into sick eyes. i hate people.

She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. She understands she might never be loved.

µ take a picture

No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention

i let you go. not because im selfish. because i couldent say goodbye to you..literally.it was the best thing for both of us. no matter what anyone says..how mean it was.i know if it was me you would have done the same thing.just because i didnt tell you i love you before you were gone doesnt mean that you didnt know that i did..i know you knew. you didnt say it either. life goes on..people have to let go...you would never being to understand how hard that was for me and how selfish i felt. but i know i love you and that you love me..after all true love never dies..

the pain is agonizing isn't it?
yeah i felt that once.
for someone i dont know anymore.

when he calls you
BITE YOUR LIP
if you make eye contact
CLOSE YOUR EYES
& if he likes another girl..well...
GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC

 

The ever after what was that? Your dreams,life,death,your everything.Was it the blank space that went on without us? The forever after we were gone?
So now. So here. So him. The heat, the black night, the stars, the moment, the ever after
floating inside of us.

REAL EYES REALIZE REAL LIES
i can finally' say that your just a part of my past.

there's
A  FEW THINGS THAT  I JUST NEED
YOU TO KNOW, LIKE HOW IT FELT
WHEN WE WERE CLOSE, AND HOW
THE  STARS  EXPLODE EVERY TIME
you are near

You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired
that way. Because without it, I don't know;
maybe we just wouldn't feel real.

I think it's getting to me;
I've been sleeping later than expected.

She got a lot of pretty,
Pretty boys she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard,
Sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember,
Some dance to forget.

You may be the new cancer,
but i'm the new fucking epidemic.

The saddest part is we could be anything, but now were not anything at all.

She's beautiful, but she'll never admit it.
music makes her world go round, literally.
Pearls and jeans are her trademarks.
She's afraid of being alone & obsessed with coffee.
When she smiles her whole face lights up.
&& her heart's been broken
by a guy who doesnt love her anymore
And you know what?
SHE DOESN'T CARE

it`s sweet-talkers like him
that makes my heart need an
off button

They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they dont tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

His voice reaches my ears and my heart breaks
I'm empty and alone, and the only one who
can comfort me is the only one who doesn't care

I see the way u look at her and id be lying if I didn't say it hurt. When you crawl into bed you pull the covers a bit too tight and drop and lay your head on the pillow muted in white; do you dream at all? all my friends ask why i'm so hung up on you after all the crap you put me through. it's hard to explain & i wish they could realize what it's like to look at you through my eyes. here`s my story : i`ll give it to you old school i like him ;; he likes her You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It's like no matter what you did, it wasn't good enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn't seem to work. And you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough. And a sudden saddness captures your heart that never really leaves its boys like him that make girls afraid of commitment

I’ve been sleeping so strange
at night with side effects
they don’t advertise

so for the rest of my life,
i'm gonna search for someone just like you



Just 20 and sucker's dream
I guess I thought you had the flavor
Just 20 and dream obscene
With nine  months off for bad behavior

dont worry about me, in the end i will be fine, im just the girl forgotten, the girl always left behind.

So she she'll sit up another night
Without sleeping cause hes still online
&& She doesnt want to miss the chance
of him talking to her again like old times

EVERY GIRL iS MURDERED BY HiS LiES

  “ I used to work in a funeral home to feel good about myself,
 just the fact that I was breathing. ”

Ernest Hemingway once wrote,

' The world is a fine place and worth fighting for. '

 I agree with the second part.

the dynamite is waiting

they bankrupted the sky

i've got a pocket full of change
i'm tired of thinking underage
just cut this string and let me fly
say goodbye, say goodbye

with every goodbye, you learn

i'm so crazy by the thought of yesterday;
you & me all alone, in a quiet empty place
i close my eyes and pray this magic never ends
i rewind in my mind so i feel your touch again

and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
'cause sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight

do you feel scandalous, running your fingers
through my hair, knowing inside if i was not
there, you;d be somewhere else, with
somebody else.

she could change everything about her
using colors bold & bright
but all the colors mix together to gray
& it breaks her heart

lets destroy each other cause we're too cool
for love lines && soft kisses over cheap wine
smoke me baby like your last cigarette and
whisper to me, say you`ll never forget
could you break my heart a little more?

If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black and you show off your light

love. love is something you cant control.
so stop telling me to get over him because
i honestly truly cant. its something that no matter
how hard you try and no matter what you say
you have no control over it and can do nothing
about the way you feel. love.

aren't you just so romantic, telling everyone how
hopelessly in love you are. wearing your heart
on your sleeve.
darling;you're an excuse to get hurt.

sometimes you have to forget what you feel
& remember what you deserve

do you feel scandalous, running your fingers
through my hair, knowing inside if i was not
there, you;d be somewhere else, with
somebody else.

This city is quiet.
It feels like we own it.
But nothing really lasts forever
&& We know it

All she ever wanted was the love that no one gave her.

He insulted her, made her cry,
and broke her hear. Yet he's still
the only one she can think about.

i gave  you  my all.  i loved you  with  every

ounce of my heart  && you ripped my heart

to shreds. so don't you ever say i never tried

  to make this work..
 

so we pull into your driveway.
i dont want you to leave.
the stars get your attention,
i lean back in my seat
and we just talk & listen
to the mix tape that you had
made me days before.

 

we don't talk anymore,
and I don't know why.
it's like you gave me wings,
then said it's illegal to fly.

 

you're missing  what's right

in front  of  you  a girl who

would  give   up  anything

just to be with you

all i want is an apology for

what you did  &&  how you

treated me

There's a reason why the words got
hard for me to bare
Because within them was the promise of
a life that just wasn't there
You're not my friend and I have no doubt
That I finally figured it out

and oh i wish i never met you
i wish i never ran into to you that day
cause that could have saved me